Before I had access to the ARC I literally checked every hour to see if my request was approved. However, once I did a strange reluctance took over. I have been reading this series for the past 6 years. The beginning of each year has been marked by a new Hollows book. Every year in the fall, I harass people at HarperCollins to see if they can get me an ARC or finished copy even a week before the release date. It was almost a tradition at this point. And this was the last time I would read something new. This was the end of it all. I find it hilarious that the books is peppered with Rachel herself feeling this sense of ending. It was heart breaking to finally read it and knowing there would be no more. Thank you for holding back on the epilogue. It gives me something to look forward to in September.
I finished the book an hour ago and I am still slightly devastated at this loss I feel after finishing it. No more Trent?! No more AL?! No more Jenks! NO MORE TINKERBELL JOKES?!! Is life even worth living without reading 'Tink's a Disney whore' ? I don't feel like it is at the moment. I am going to read it again a few more times in the next couple of weeks cause I cant get Rachel and the gang out of my head.
If you've read the rest of series then you know where this book is headed. Rachel is pushed by Cormel and others to finally tackle the vampire curse and save Ivy. I love the character development through out the series and so many pieces of the puzzle come together. This is definitely not the Rachel of Dead Witch Walking, I would go as far as to say this is not the Rachel of Pale Demon. This is a stronger, emotionally healthy and ass kicking Rachel that has evolved through 13 books for the tests that she goes through in this one. There are no wasted moments in this book. From the first chapter we are thrust into an action packed plot where friendships and love are tested to their limits. Not every one survives, and it wouldn't have been right if they all had. I loved this book. I have barely slept in the past couple of days but I still managed to read it in between work and school.
Rachel and Trent are still one of my favourite part of the series. Their core beliefs that defined them in the first book are completely different from who they are by the end of this book. I loved being taken on a journey with these two amazing characters who have grown and matured so much and it is perfection itself that they find each other in the end.
I was finally able to read the last chapter today. It is exactly what I needed to let go of the series. It was sad and beautiful and with enough of a glimpse into the future to leave me at peace.